I Still Think Of U

Yeah
I still get so messed up, just thinking of you
The pain in my chest, got me feeling so used
I'll put on a mask but I wish it was true
My darling why'd it end so soon?
Yeah
I still get so messed up, just thinking of you
The pain in my chest, got me feeling so used
I'll put on a mask but I wish it was true
My darling why'd it end so soon?
Why'd it end so soon?

And I don't ever wanna keep running
I don't wanna keep living inside a maze
I'm fighting my chest and the demons inside of my mind
Hoping that one day you'll change
I've been lost in a world full of people
That don't even care if I'm drowning inside of my pain
And the more that I think about you
When I'm mourning the more that I realize
We're one in the same
I've been stuck in a cold place
I miss the days we would talk more
Yeah
Now it's all but a heartbreak
Every day in my head pours
If I'm losing connection
You're losing affection
It's hard to complain
When I'm typing a message
You know I still love you
That's why I've been stressing
It hurts me to know that
We weren't ruined perfection

Yeah
I still get so messed up, just thinking of you
The pain in my chest, got me feeling so used
I'll put on a mask but I wish it was true
My darling why'd it end so soon?
Yeah
I still get so messed up, just thinking of you
The pain in my chest, got me feeling so used
I'll put on a mask but I wish it was true
My darling why'd it end so soon?
Why'd it end so soon?

And I can't guess my feelings
Slowing down my own healing
I just wish I was dealing
With this pain I'm concealing
Like my heart
Yeah you steal it from me
Yeah, I really wish you were here
Yeah, I really wish you were
I really wish you were here

Yeah
I still get so messed up, just thinking of you
The pain in my chest, got me feeling so used
I'll put on a mask but I wish it was true
My darling why'd it end so soon?
Yeah
I still get so messed up, just thinking of you
The pain in my chest, got me feeling so used
I'll put on a mask but I wish it was true
My darling why'd it end so soon?
Why'd it end so soon?