Sunshine Hotel

Sunshine hotel is where I'll go when I die

Sunshine hotel is where I'll go when I die
Thought about suicide too many times
I hate myself, but I don't wanna die
I can't explain it, but I'm not alive

Sunshine hotel is where I'll go when I die
Thought about suicide too many times
I hate myself, but I don't wanna die
I can't explain it, but I'm not alive

I don't deserve to feel anything, you know
I know that It's killing me
I hope that my friends will visit me
When I'm in hell and I'm withering

I don't deserve to feel anything, you know
I know that It's killing me
I hope that my friends will visit me
When I'm in hell and I'm withering

God I hate myself
I just need some help
But nothing can change the past
Man it's already dying

God I need some help
Can't you fucking tell
Too long I been dying on the steps of this hotel
On better days (on better days)
If I ever said (If I ever said)
I'm not afraid to die
But I don't think I'll go to a better place
So I run away from anything that show me love
And I love everything that fucks me up
I'm sick in the head but it's not my fault
Swear I'll be alright once I load the gun

Sunshine hotel is where I go when I die
Thought about suicide too many times
I hate myself, but I don't wanna die
I can't explain it, but I'm not alive

Sunshine hotel is where I go when I die
Thought about suicide too many times
I hate myself, but I don't wanna die
I can't explain it, but I'm not alive