Dead To Me

Are you still there? can you hear me?
Is this everything you thought that it would be?
Or was it all just a game don't lie
I'm seeing signs
Of the cold lies in ya eyes
You need a new car?
You need a Louie Bag?
Stop crying baby girl why you doing that?
And if I had one wish
It'd be this
Our very own planet
With a bed 'n' some Netflix
I need a new fix, don't need a new bitch
Hope is gone none of this ever meant shit
And now my lips stay trembling
I knew I shoulda called that ambulance
Cuz now your gone and he's gone too
Baby just look what you made me do
I didn't wanna do it but I told you that I would
Now you both dead in the woods

Now I'm lying in a bathtub
Eyes wet nose bloody
Tryna find a way to make it all sound funny
But I can't
Separate my feeling like a man
Like yo man
Try and understand the death at hand
Contemplating on a ledge tryna take the edge off
Wondering when you gonna take that mask off
I'll back off and run away
Try to head the other way
Won't you stay? Never mind
I kno' you'll find me baby take ya time

I focus on your diamond eyes
I wish I had the time to cry
But my mind is full and my heart so empty
Ever since the day you left me
And that shits still burning in my brain
I try to fight it but became friends with the pain
So fuck yo mane and fuck you, you can't have 'em
Matta fact, lemme grab my magnum
Driving too fast now
Too drunk, 'bout to pass out
Got the window down to flick my ash out
Pull up to the crib, real shit
Doors locked
Find a window
Cave it in
This is it
4 in the morning is when it all happened
Found you both sleeping you were wearing his jacket
Sweaty hands on the .45
You died with the same dead look in your eyes

Now I'm lying in a bathtub
Eyes wet nose bloody
Tryna find a way to make it all sound funny
But I can't
Separate my feeling like a man
Like yo man
Try and understand the death at hand
Contemplating on a ledge tryna take the edge off
Wondering when you gonna take that mask off
I'll back off and run away
Try to head the other way
Won't you stay? Never mind
I kno' you'll find me baby take ya time