Freaking Out

At another party, didn't wanna go
Hundred people drinking alone
You're so pretty and you want me to stay
But in my head I'm already home

If I could fake it, honestly
I would, honestly

But there's always a part of me that's freaking out
All of my anxieties are freaking out
Wish I was less uptight and a little more like whatever
Whatever
Tripping over all of my apologies
Just to get to somewhere else I don't wanna be
Wish I was less uptight and a little more like whatever
Whatever

I'm drying your eyes asking for a light
Fighting on the side of the road
Baby, don't blame me, blame the ADHD
But I was never diagnosed

If I could fake it, honestly
I would, honestly

But there's always a part of me that's freaking out
All of my anxieties are freaking out
Wish I was less uptight and a little more like whatever
Whatever
Tripping over all of my apologies
Just to get to somewhere else I don't wanna be
Wish I was less uptight and a little more like whatever
Whatever

I'm a little past out my depth
Drowning in the deep end
And I know you can't understand
I'm freaking out
I'm a little past pull me out
Fake a smile, calm down
And I know you can't understand

At another party, didn't wanna go
In my head I'm already home