Lie (Demo)

I don't hate you
I just hate the way I miss you
And I hate the way it hits me at night

You ruined the J Train
You ruined Fleetwood for me too
I only think about the good days
Know it's cause I'm scared to let go of you

You fucked up New Jersey
You fucked up the way I see myself
I don't think of how you hurt me
But it hurt like hell

It means I'm still in denial
It's a cycle
Another year flies by
It means that I'm still waiting for the day you show up at my door

And I don't hate you
I just hate the way I miss you
And I hate the way it hits me at night

I don't hate you
I just hate the way I love you
And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine

You messed up late-night drives
You messed up Target for me too
I don't throw away our Polaroids
I think it's cause I'm scared to tell the truth

It's always the littlest things
Sweatshirts and video games
You probably don't feel the same

I don't hate you
I just hate the way I miss you
And I hate the way it hits me at night

I don't hate you
I just hate the way I love you
And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine

I wish I didn't have to lie

Ooooh
Ooooh
(Wish I didn't have to lie)
Ooooh

I don't hate you
I just hate the way I miss you
And I hate the way it hits me at night

I don't hate you
I just hate the way I love you
And I hate the way I tell myself I'm fine

I wish I didn't have to lie

Wish I didn't have to lie