God, Sex, & Shame

Why's it feel like heaven's gon fall
For doing something natural
I'm still stuck between
God, sex, and shame
Why's it feel like the world's gon end
For loving a good man
I'm still stuck between
God, sex, and shame

Post sex tears at 23
It's got me running to the shower, hoping that he don't see
Running hot water hoping it turns holy, holy
Purity ring til 17
Tried to be the perfect flower
Let somebody pluck me
It really shouldn't matter doesn't God love me, love me

Why's it feel like heaven's gon fall
For doing something natural
I'm still stuck between
God, sex, and shame
Why's it feel like the world's gon end
For loving a good man
I'm still stuck between
God, sex, and shame

I was a little girl in a Baptist church
Save yourself was all I hear from men in suits on stages
Cheating on their wives acting all holy, holy
There's all these fucking rules about heaven
I don't even know what I believe in
But I'm tired of hearing how I won't get in
If I ain't no cuz I ain't a virgin

Why's it feel like heaven's gon fall
For doing something natural
I'm still stuck between
God, sex, and shame
Why's it feel like the world's gon end
For loving a good man
I'm still stuck between
God, sex, and shame