Expensive Pain (EastMix)

Listening to "Expensive Pain", it got me feeling strange
Everything that Meek was talking 'bout, I really feel the same
Just tryna get up in the game, watched niggas change
Thankful for the ones that watched me get famous that felt the same
Shouts to everybody online that act like they felt my pain
I been through a lot, the way I hold it down, you'll never notice (A lot)
Even for the ones I've lost, they know I'm forever on it
It seems like niggas get a lil' grimier when the weather colder (Brr)
This pain expensive, started out trapping, tryna change the business
Wasn't no Ace of Spades, the only thing I drank was Guinness (Diamond)
You might get started, but your heart the shit gon' make you finish
Already had the talent for it, I put some patience in it
You started your day timid, they gon' notice that, we're warriors
They tried to teach me we was slaves, I found out we was glorious (Glorious)
This dope hit a dope fiend bloodstream, euphoria (Ugh)
Was all about I, felt like a cornea
These niggas getting cornier and cornier (Corny)
The way I talk, it resinate
I'm glad I got my head on straight
Ain't had no time to hesitate (No time)
This pain expensive, expensive pain'll make you change your mental (Uh)
They started [?], ain't had no license, I had to change the rentals (Change)
That paranoia starts setting in like they came to get you
You having trouble tryna drive, might have to change the engine
Them bitches y'all got killing the vibe, it's time to change the woman
True Religion to Mike Amiri, look how we changed the denim (Gang)
I kissed my daughters, pray this ain't the last time that I do it
Late-night stressing over music
Until I signed with Def Jam, I touched a million cash and then I blew it
I do this shit for Shooter, any flag we put on, had to blew it (Roll up)
Everybody 'round me kept a pistol, we ain't box a lot
Just making sure I still got respect in case the dollars stop
Your bitch all in my neck, I guess she got a thing for Baccarat
We ball in overtime, nobody stopped the clock (Ball)
You dealing with expensive thugs, expensive weapons, and expensive drugs (Expensive)
Gotta damn near be inside a casket 'fore you feel the love
Feeling like the G.O.A.T. but you a roach, nigga, you still a bug
The type of shit get stepped on, just getting my Wyclef on
Smoking on that [?], Mike know this that ooh-la (Ooh-la-la)
Lauren Hill blasting when I move by
Like what you really left for your family the day that you die? (Uh)
Got 12 on my heels like my shoe size, when the murder [?]
Only respect the gangstas, and the gangstas is the ones that kill they family
Whether it's the foreign or the Camry
Might be quiet in the Maybach, might be roaring on the banchi (Ruff)
Smoke my life and my leverage, just hope that you understand me (Ah)
This expensive pain (Yeah), she never sniffed it, shot it in the vain
Expensive pain (Yeah), niggas'll kill you for a brick of 'caine
Expensive pain (Yeah), I touched a million, see some niggas change
Expensive pain (Yeah), woulda [?] rain
The devil touched my shoulder, let me feel aflame (Hot)
You did her dirty for so long, she'll never feel the same (Never)
A lot of niggas not gon' play, but this shit still a game
Chuck up these thumbs whenever you see me, this shit still for gang