How It's Gonna Be

That's just how it's gonna be
In the backyard of my mom's house
That's just how it's gonna be
Broken winner broken hearts now
That's just how it's gonna be
That's just how it's gotta be
And that's just how it's gonna be

And that's just how it's gonna be
You got me climbing up the walls now
That's just how it's gonna be
Should have never let these words out
That's just how it's gonna be
4am and no one calls now
Now, no way

And that's just how it's gonna be
I can't even leave the house now
And that's not how it's 'posed to be
Twenty two and on a come down
You're not spending it with me
Spending weeks inside my bed now
Or I'm burning all my dreams
Burning wasted like the walls now

Everything is so lost now
Couldn't keep it tossed out
Everything is so lost now
This is a call out
Everything is so lost
Who knew the cost of my thoughts
[?]
I'm losing my youth to school
[?]
God ain't that the truth wow

And that's just how it's gonna be
I can't even leave the house now
And that's not how it's 'posed to be
Twenty two and on a come down
You're not spending it with me
Spending weeks inside my bed now
Or I'm burning all my dreams
Burning wasted like the walls now

And that's just how it's gonna be
I can't even leave the house now
And that's not how it's 'posed to be
Twenty two and on a come down
You're not spending it with me
Spending weeks inside my bed now
Or I'm burning all my dreams
Burning wasted like the walls now

Feelings change
But I'll remain
[?]
It'll probably never happen again
Should've never happened but it's
Something that I'll never forget
Time spent alone in my godforsaken home
[?]

And that's just how it's gonna be
I can't even leave the house now
And that's not how it's 'posed to be
Twenty two and on a come down
You're not spending it with me
Spending weeks inside my bed now
Or I'm burning all my dreams
Burning wasted like the walls now

And that's just how it's gonna be
I can't even leave the house now
And that's not how it's 'posed to be
Twenty two and on a come down
You're not spending it with me
Spending weeks inside my bed now
Or I'm burning all my dreams
Burning wasted like the walls now