Not Used To Normal

I don't sleep in my own bed often
I'm afraid of home base
I'm more for home runs, no talking
Then running away
Your room is spotless
Top to bottom
No wrinkles in your sheets
The most complicated
Part of your life is me

My ex predicted that I'd be a mess
He must've been psychic, the nail on the head
Need a psychiatrist, need better friends
'Cause I don't want this to end

I'm not used to normal
Forgive me if I
Go ahead and fuck this up
My default's self destruct
I'm not used to normal
So I'd understand if you
Wanna let me go
'Cause normals all you know, know

No no no not used to normal
No no no not used to normal

My family is nice but often in crisis
It gets bad all the time, you should see what's inside
Always a fight, in screams or in silence
We cross every line

My ex predicted that I'd be a mess
Must have been psychic, the nail on the head
Need a psychiatrist, need better friends
'Cause I don't want this to end

I'm not used to normal
Forgive me if I
Go ahead and fuck this up
My default's self destruct
I'm not used to normal
So I'd understand if you
Wanna let me go
Because normals all you know

No no no not used to normal
No no no not used to normal