If This Is Goodbye

I feel like we crossed paths at the wrong side
We fell in love at the wrong time
Too many break ups
Too many make ups
Just to pretend like it's alright

I know there were times it was unreal
But most of the time it was unfair
I know there were times I was never there
But there were never times that I never cared

I swear
I lost count how many times that I cheated
I lost count how many times that I lied
I lost count how many times I decieved ya
All those nights that I would make you cry

Now I know just how bad I need ya
Lost without you right by my side
I'm so sorry I wasted all of your time

If this is goodbye
I just wanna tell you
That I promise that I tried
If this is goodbye
Then girl I'm so sorry
For all the times I lied

But people can make some mistakes
They can learn, they can change
But I know all it takes is some time
But if it's too late then I guess
That I wish you the best
I hope we'll meet somewhere down the line
If this is goodbye

Maybe I was immature, maybe I was too young, maybe I was just in denial
Maybe I didn't realize that I had a good thing that was way more than worth my while
And you loved me for me, not because of ANTH or the money you see
Not because the chains on my neck, or the cribs that I got, or the trips that I take over seas

I was too busy running around, different towns, different girls that I'll never fall in love with
When I had a good girl back at home who was down from the start when I never really was shit
Now I feel so dumb, don't say that it's done
Isabella you know that I still want this
Baby please be honest
Do you really not want this?

If this is goodbye
I just wanna tell you
That I promise that I tried
If this is goodbye
Then girl I'm so sorry
For all the times I lied

But people can make some mistakes
They can learn, they can change
But I know all it takes is some time
But if it's too late then I guess
That I wish you the best
I hope we'll meet somewhere down the line
If this is goodbye