Losing

Yeah, man, we got everything
We got barbells, we got dumbbells, we got everything you want
Weight plates, anything, anything you want
You ready to train?

Losing to the devil 'cause he got me chasing pleasure
I just re-up when I get up 'cause it's really all a setup
Tryna live clean, should be stronger on my deen
'Cause you know I know better, I just blame it on the pressure
I drink about the times when I don't wanna think about
Least we're better now, there's like three or four left of us
Toxic in the ends, really could've been the end for us
Don't know how to give it, but I really want the best for us

I don't ever listen to my body, never slow down
'Til I gotta listen to my body and I'm fold out
I can't even operate with you unless it's no doubt
I ain't trusting anybody, so I switched my phone out
Ever since the day I got my son, he turned the weather round
In and out, I'm gone before you even turn your head around
Miss me with the bitchy, with the whispering, I'm not there
'Cause they either miss you or they got you in their crosshairs

Losing to the devil 'cause he got me chasing pleasure
I just re-up when I get up 'cause it's really all a setup
Tryna live clean, should be stronger on my deen
'Cause you know I know better, I just blame it on the pressure
I drink about the times when I don't wanna think about
Least we're better now, there's like three or four left of us
Toxic in the ends, really could've been the end for us
Don't know how to give it, but I really want the best for us

Nothing left to prove, I did enough to know I did enough
I used to want a million until I made a million
My baby need a billion
I'm staring at the ceiling fan and scheming on a trillion (Best for us)
Egg shells, walking on my tippy toes
Where I'm from, they click-click-click the spinner 'til they dizzy though
Mama said, "There won't be no harmony for busy bones"
Best to mind your business and do your best to stay at home
Mama, I been (Really)

Losing to the devil 'cause he got me chasing pleasure
I just re-up when I get up 'cause it's really all a setup
Tryna live clean, should be stronger on my deen
'Cause you know I know better, I just blame it on the (On the)

Blame it on the pussy and Patron
I atone for my sins, then I drown in the liquor, I've been
Sipping, billing, sipping, it's a ritual
Of feelings, I been looking for a reason, I've been running from hope
Hope that they don't get me wrong
Sorry, I'm not sorry, no apologies to anyone
Lonely on my lowest days, my demons, I got rid of them
When it was only me and them
I made my peace, my killy them
I really been

Smoking out my lungs and you can hear it in my voice
I'm doing everything with chest and I've been riding with my choices
Don't know if I've got a sixth sense or paranoid
So I gotta stay avoidant, guess you gotta pick your poison
I remember saying, "Couple years I'll be through with this"
Guess I'm still addicted in my veins, I ain't new in this
When I'm up, we ain't like minded, you ain't like minded
But I don't know which way is up, I just got blindsided

Losing to the devil 'cause he got me chasing pleasure
I just re-up when I get up 'cause it's really all a setup
Tryna live clean, should be stronger on my deen
'Cause you know I know better, I just blame it on the pressure
I drink about the times when I don't wanna think about
Least we're better now, there's like three or four left of us
Toxic in the ends, really could've been the end for us
Don't know how to give it, but I really want the best for us