Knowin' Myself

Yeah yeah yeah yeah oh

How can I be loving myself knowing myself
Knowing everything I ever did wrong
Music is an outlet
I'm in need of inter-process
Would you believe me if I said that I get rich from it
I got fitted plain jeans
Dreams of being free, every days a blur
Like in my sports car when I speed
I'm obsessed with how I'm seen
I'm afraid of everything
When it comes to showing you the real me

Sometimes I think I picked the wrong path
I was hurting you so many
Regretting all the times I made you feel bad yeah
I was so deep in my anxiety I didn't even realize I was sad
I had forgotten the feeling as a kid we all have full of hope
Yeah yeah
I just remembering being 12 trying to figure out how to use a rope
And I'll be honest I don't even know why
I been trying to put all the pieces together but I can't
All I know is when I sit down I start thinking of my past
[?] cause my memory is blank
So I'm sorry if I seem a little low
Watching Netflix with your baby
I just keep sleeping back
To my dreams of the sun and living by the palm trees
Giving our kids what I never had
And I'm sorry if I boss you around too much baby
I just believe in equality
And I know my place even though its fading
I'm a man baby follow me

How can I be loving myself knowing myself
Knowing everything I ever did wrong
Music is an outlet
I'm in need of inter-process
Would you believe me if I said that I get rich from it
I got fitted plain jeans
Dreams of being free, every days a blur
Like in my sports car when I speed
I'm obsessed with how I'm seen
I'm afraid of everything
When it comes to showing you the real me