Dopamine

Where do I go?
I'm never enough for me
Turning to stone
With all my thoughts crowding me

(Oh ohh oh)
I lie awake
Chained to the minutes
Every night it feels the same
Like clockwork in my head

Devastated
I'm so fuckin jaded
Is this all that I know?
Repeating a catch and release
And I'm still here waiting
But I think I'm fading
Trying to un-erase
My dopamine

What do I know?
I keep reliving the pain
It doesn't show
But I'm drowning
Can't save me

(Oh ohh oh)
I lie awake
Counting the hours
Every night it feels the same
Like clockwork in my head
(Fuck)

Devastated
I'm so fuckin jaded
Is this all that I know?
Repeating a catch and release
And I'm still here waiting
But I think I'm fading
Trying to un-erase
My dopamine

There's nothing like being inside your mind
Telling you "This is as far as you go"

Is this all that I know?

Devastated
I'm so fuckin jaded
Is this all that I know?
Repeating a catch and release
And I'm still here waiting
But I think I'm fading
Trying to un-erase
My dopamine