Lights Out

(Album: For Monkeys - 1997)

Looking back in anger, looking back with joy and laughs
don't ask me all those questions, cause I don't have the answers now
I tried to hold back all my thoughts and all my dreams
just to make things better, I was using myself past my means.

But all those days are gone
and I can't find the path that I should follow
I'm walking unknown land
mile after mile I search the way back to my mind
and I cannot believe how hard it is to find
when I'm down.

I used to make things easy, I used to be a happy guy
but now things seem so different, that I can't even play the game
I got to try to find the way thru all this now
so what I need now, is someone to read the map cause I don't know how.

I feel ashamed and I'm to blame
cause I tried to be, I tried to see things from my side
and I also bleed, I also need some space
it's time to close this case.