R.I.F.P.

(Album: Blue Hour - 2020)

Wish that I could say
I'm not dancing on your grave
But thinking 'bout the shit you put me through
To hell with you

So long and goodnight
Traded darkness for the light
'Cause everything I had I gave to you
I wanted to

Rest in fucking peace to all my issues
I'd be lying if I had to say I miss you
When I'm with you I feel numb
I still taste you on my tongue
But now I tell myself I've had enough

Rest in fucking peace to all my problems
'Cause reaching for the bottle couldn't solve them
If the damage has been done
I can't be the only one
I just tell myself I've had enough

Bittersweet relief
Without you next to me
Funny how it all just disappears
When you're not here

Faking self-control
Like everyone I know
Funny how they all just sing along
Your siren song

Rest in fucking peace to all my issues
I'd be lying if I had to say I miss you
When I'm with you I feel numb
I still taste you on my tongue
But now I tell myself I've had enough

Rest in fucking peace to all my problems
'Cause reaching for the bottle couldn't solve them
If the damage has been done
I can't be the only one
I just tell myself I've had enough

Since you went away
I haven't needed saving
They say I'm being brave
'Cause I'm good without you lately

Since you went away
I haven't needed saving
They say I'm being brave
'Cause I'm good without you lately

Rest in fucking peace to all my issues
I'd be lying if I had to say I miss you
When I'm with you I feel numb
I still taste you on my tongue
But now I tell myself I've had enough

Rest in fucking peace to all my problems
'Cause reaching for the bottle couldn't solve them
If the damage has been done
I can't be the only one
I just tell myself I've had enough