I Want To Hurt Myself

(Album: Ephemeral - 2019)

To all my friends I got a blade
A sedative, the rope tied
Thanks for everything from the love below
Put my finger on the trigger and I'll let it go
Electricity at my fingertips
A gas leak in case that I forget
I've got all I need to get me out of here
Leave me be with my remorse and I will disappear

I want to hurt myself, I want to hurt myself
I want, I want, I want to hurt myself, I want to hurt myself
I want to hurt myself, I want to hurt myself
I want, I want, I want to hurt myself, I want to hurt myself

Hurry up, take me today
It always ends the same way
My head won't clear when I lose control
Please don't wake me up if I become comatose
Does it hurt if you know
That I'm not here, you'll be alone
I surrender now I won't leave a note
Let me jump, let me shoot, let me overdose

I want to hurt myself, I want to hurt myself
I want, I want, I want to hurt myself, I want to hurt myself
I want to hurt myself, I want to hurt myself
I want, I want, I want to hurt myself, I want to hurt myself

Let me jump, let me shoot, let me overdose
Let me jump, let me shoot, let me overdose
Let me jump, let me shoot, let me overdose
Let me jump, let me shoot, let me overdose