Heavy On My Mind

(Album: Homesick - 2020)

You keep running away, changing town and space
Until you read our lines, that's just not the way
It's creeping through these walls, tearing into your soul
It's not giving up until you let it go
It feels like sun all over your skin
Don't you try to wash away, try to face within
At times I'm just so scared of everything surrounding me
And I know it might sound weird, but that's just how I feel

I'm far away from normal in so many ways
But who the hell is normal anyway?

'Cause it's all so heavy
Heavy on my mind
And I'm tired of waiting, wasting my time
You're lifting me up, taking me higher, holding me tight
When it's still so heavy
Heavy on my mind

I almost lost my way in all these dreams' places
And I don't feel okay with all these new faces
Darkness feels like home, still, I don't know what's going on
'Cause it keeps coming back, when it keeps coming down

I'm far away from normal in so many ways
But who the hell is normal anyway?

'Cause it's all so heavy
It's heavy on my mind
And I'm tired of waiting, wasting my time
You're lifting me up, taking me higher, holding me tight
When it's still so heavy
Heavy on my mind

(Still so heavy, so heavy, heavy on my mind, still so heavy, so heavy)
Don't let fear control you, don't let it all control you
Don't let fear control you, don't let it all control you

'Cause it's all so heavy
It's heavy on my mind
And I'm tired of waiting, wasting my time
You're lifting me up, taking me higher, holding me tight (holding me tight)
When it's still so heavy
Heavy on my mind

(Still so heavy, so heavy, heavy on my mind, still so heavy, so heavy)
Don't let (don't let) fear control you, don't let it all control you
Don't let (don't let) fear control you, don't let it all control you
(Still so heavy, so heavy, heavy on my mind, still so heavy, so heavy)
(Heavy on my mind)
(Still so heavy, so heavy, still so heavy, so heavy)
(Still so heavy, so heavy, still so heavy, so heavy)
(Still so heavy, so heavy, still so heavy, so heavy)
(Still so heavy, so heavy, still so heavy, so heavy)
(Lift me higher)
(Still so heavy, so heavy, heavy on my mind, still so heavy, so heavy)