I'm OK

(Album: PLOY - 2023)

I'm not used to feeling sad
But I feel it happening again
Had a catch-up with my dad
Thought it would help getting out the pain
But the ghosts aren't leaving
They're becoming my best friends

Not sure I can take it
So I try to control it
Hard times are so selfish
No they are no diplomat
But maybe it's in my head
And my mum is worried again
So I say

I'm ok, I'm ok, I'm ok
I won't say, I won't say, I won't say
That I've got a heartache
Though I've got a heartache
I'm ok, I'm ok, I'm ok
Tell myself every every day
Every every day

Was at dinner with my friends
Had to run home, walls were caving in
All I do is questioning
And my chest won't let me sleep again
I'm not the one I used to know
I don't like me anymore
The more I feel, the more I don't
The more I don't, the less I know

Not sure I can take it
So I try to control it
Someone please come save me
Many voices inside my head
3 am laying in my bed
And my mum is worried again
So I say

I'm ok, I'm ok, I'm ok
I won't say, I won't say, I won't say
That I've got a heartache
Though I've got a heartache
I'm ok, I'm ok, I'm ok
Tell myself every every day
Every every day

Things don't get better if I don't
I know I'm loved but feel alone
Where is the one I used to know

I'm ok, I'm ok, I'm ok
Every every day
I'm ok

I'm ok, I'm ok, I'm ok
I won't say, I won't say, I won't say
That I've got a heartache
Though I've got a heartache
I'm ok, I'm ok, I'm ok
Tell myself every every day
Every every day

Things don't get better if I don't
I know I'm loved but feel alone

I'm ok, I'm ok, I'm ok, I'm ok
Every every day
I'm ok I'm ok I'm ok
I'll be ok