Mixed Emotions

(Album: We Always Do This - 2021)

Sydney Renae

It's crazy how we went from loving each other
Now neither one of us don't really care
I had emotions and things I was dealing with
Still put my feelings all out in the air
You made a fool of me
I can't tell if you really feeling me
All of this here is new to me
You didn't wanna cuff
But you wasn't saying that when you was in my guts
You shoulda told me that before I let you fuck
My head up, now you got me stuck
On you, the things you do got me so emotional
I stuck around, yeah, I should have skipped town
Yeah, I should have dipped out, that's why I

I got mixed emotions
This love like a potion
Can't keep my heart open
'Cause niggas left me broken
Hold on, I'm saying
You hold onto me
Let me be 'cause
I'm stuck in my emotions

We tried to get it right but you was a lefty
All this baggage I been carrying hefty
I be talking crazy, turn me on when you check me
And I ain't talking money, nah that shit don't impress me
I ain't talking 'bout no paper, used to eat the cookie like a wafer
So, how your feelings fade like a taper?
Call you daddy when you get a shape up, I can't lie, shit be changing lives
A haircut's a niggas form of makeup
You was fucking with somebody else and fucking with me still
How the hell you think that's supposed to fucking make me feel?
Wish you would just leave me alone and fucking let me deal
I wasn't supposed to fall in love, the fuck I'm 'posed to do?
When you used to touch it you would fucking give me chills
And when you used to eat it I would fucking give you meals
I don't know you did it, used to get me in my feels
Swear you got some special type of skills 'cause

I got mixed emotions
This love like a potion
Can't keep my heart open
'Cause niggas left me broken
Hold on, I'm saying
You hold onto me
Let me be 'cause
I'm stuck in my emotions