can't say goodbye

Okay its complicated
But that's the way that it goes
And if I'm honest baby
I think that we should've known from the start
It would tear us apart
It was never meant to last this long, no
I said I'm sorry 'bout a hundred times before
You said you're leaving like a hundred times ago
And I don't know who this will hurt more but
I hope it doesn't hurt more
'Cause in two years time I will look back
Reflecting on my life like what a good past we had
But it's past
And I know we'll never get it back

'Cause baby we had fights we had lies
We had tears in our eyes cause we just can't say goodbye
We had highs we had lows
But you just never know when your love runs out of time

We used to love 'till the sun came up
Now you won't even see me in the day light
And I'm lucky if I see you out in real life at all (at all)
You're disappearing like it's magic
I see you online
Pics of you laughing and the caption says you're doing fine
Not double tapping I'm reacting hoping that's a lie
'Cause the hoodie in the picture doesn't fit like mine
And girl I miss those times I can't admit that
'Cause we're so far away that we could never get back
And I would call you but I don't know where your head's at
Do you?

'Cause baby we had fights we had lies
We had tears in our eyes cause we just can't say goodbye
We had highs we had lows
But you just never know when your love runs out of time