Bitter Truth

(Album: Far From Paradise - 2019)

I would be lying if I didn't need drugs
I fill the void but it never is enough
I would be lying if I didn't need love
Could die tonight just to feel my last rush
There for you when no one else would do
You got me
I would be lying if didn't need drugs
I would be lying if I never needed love

Blame blame
I'm losing faith
Bizzy w the devil
Real love never came
Pain fame is all the same
I jus wanna a main squeeze
Screaming my real name
Show me the real thing
I kno the feeling
I want my heart back
I want some healing
Change change
She run away
Replay in my mind
She just a memory

Kill me slow
I let you
Take control
Be careful
Highs and lows
Abuse me
Abuse me
Misuse me

I would be lying if I didn't need drugs
I fill the void but it never is enough
I would be lying if I didn't need love
Could die tonight just to feel my last rush
There for you when no one else would do
You got me
I would be lying if didn't need drugs
I would be lying if I never needed love

Call it tuff bad love
Had enough I'm stuck
Breath you In Destruct
Always lie you you bluff
Peal out
Will I crash now
Spazz out
Cash out
Do the whole dash with the mask out
Blast now
I was in the party almost passed out
I could never love cause these bitchies all want clout now
Rarri got the ass out
My heart in the past now
Broke my own heart and
I Put it in a cast now
Dead now
I could never die won't make no vows
Hell bond
Dreamin bout my life six feed under ground

Kill me slow
I let you
Take control
Be careful
Highs and lows
Abuse me
Abuse me
Misuse me

I would be lying if I didn't need drugs
I fill the void but it never is enough
I would be lying if I didn't need love
Could die tonight just to feel my last rush
There for you when no one else would do
You got me
I would be lying if didn't need drugs
I would be lying if I never needed love