Mi Goreng Seasoning

I never felt so defeated in my whole life
Smoking weed again, every evening yo
Sleeping in till three PM
I will call you back at my convenience
I'm wondering if anyone has ever died from tedium
Or overdosed on mi goreng seasoning
I'm sure I'll be the first to find out
I feel like leaving in the morning I am done with this
I'm under stress & I just feel like I've got nothing left
A drunken mess trying to stumble up a bunch of steps
With a busted leg & a cask of red
With more drugs in me than Hunter S
You know you've done your best when everyone's depressed
And your mum's upset you did a song with uncle six about your death
Nah, I ain't suicidal, nah I like living
I just think that I could maybe try it different
Yeah with a cool million I'd be better off
Cause Jacks in my bank account & Williams in my letterbox
These days I'm scared to check the mail even
Barely have a chance to read the Leader before the snails eat it
Either I am insanely poor or I'm crazy broke
Maybe both rocking hand me ups from my baby bro
I felt some negative since I was off the radio
Least I gotta positive KD though & an underrated flow
That's an understatement feel it's undebatable
But still cop a flaming from them hater folk
I shouldn't let it phase me yo but fuck that
I wanna bottle up the water from the ducks back
And save the shit for later, spray it in their faces in the future
I rap rings around em' like a jeweller
I'm freestyling smoking weed while I'm
Wearing on of those antique iron helmets people deep sea dive in
Just trying to save the high
It's almost light outside so maybe I should say goodnight
Goodnight