State Of Mine

(Album: Pain. Joy. Ecstasy. Despair - 2016)

I can remember
I prefer to forget
I'd rather drown and sink
Than float in regret
Circumnavigate the plate
How did I spend 5 years fishing the bait

Fuck

Is heaven a place or a state of mine
Can I stand on the gates
Overtake the line
Are these demons I face a state of mine
Do I leave it to fate
Or get in line

One step in and I'm bleeding it out
Words fly out without a glimmer of doubt
Morning sickness; house arrest
Will you bail me out
Beg forgiveness

I can remember
I prefer to forget
Sit back view the world through a vignette
Circumnavigate the plate
How did I spend 5 years fishing the bait

Is heaven a place or a state of mine
Can I stand on the gates
Overtake the line
Are these demons I face a state of mine
Do I leave it to fate
Or get in line

Is heaven a place
Is heaven a place
Or just a state
A state of fucking mine

Well I'll leave it up to my demons to define
Is heaven a place or state of mine

Your ignorance is evident
Incompetent benevolence
When sniffing is the precedent
Just a medicine for the impediment
Of an arrogance so innocent
Just your benevolent experiment
Identity embezzlement
I'll delegate my temperament
How could I go wrong

Is heaven a place or a state of mine
Can I stand on the gates
Overtake the line
Are these demons I face a state of mine
Do I leave it to fate
Or get in line