Not Enough

(Album: The Things We Can't Forgive - 2021)

You change your face so much I don't know what's even love
We base this off the way that we once touched it's not enough
I'm slipping closer to the truth
Even though a lie is easier to tell baby
If I fall would you notice that I fell baby
I'm slipping closer to the truth
Even though a lie is easier to tell baby
If I fall would you notice that I fell baby

I've caused much pain this morning know I woke up saying
God please gimme the strength to get me through the day
I must face every single fuck up when you trusted me
I gotta say I feel disgusting
What kinda shit storm did I end up in again
Kinda hard to see the love with all the destruction
That I did disruptive son of gun yeah
I guess I never became an adult
And just did drugs to the point that I don't function
Or I won't I guess that's something I gotta dig for
And get rid of the crutches yup you pound enough sand
From a loved one it's all shit you don't understand
My reluctance crushed her... what a man I was god damn
Both of us are suffering
The disconnection is something I don't comprehend
So now we base this off the way that we once touched and
I can't see you...

You change your face so much I don't know what's even love
We base this off the way that we once touched it's not enough
I'm slipping closer to the truth
Even though a lie is easier to tell baby
If I fall would you notice that I fell baby
I'm slipping closer to the truth
Even though a lie is easier to tell baby
If I fall would you notice that I fell baby

What's the definition of truth
Something that you can't dispute
Well all I got's my recollection as proof
It's all a blur why I fell for her
Essence was beautifully
Tied to mine it's probably
Just a testament to
A message the universe
Had just sent to the two of us
But now we're yesterday's news
And I'm left with the blues
I guess we were doomed
From the start we'd give it a try
But in hindsight
Seems like we were living a lie
Was the limelight that I was in
Once upon a time
Something that was on your mind
Back before we'd begin?
Was it all deception?
Were you just luring me in
And somehow I bought in
To every story you'd spin
But your stories would change
Become entangled and twined
I was sucker for love
And love is dangerous blind
Too busy spinning my wheels
While you were hanging the signs
And in the end maybe
We were just two strangers in time I guess

You change your face so much I don't know what's even love
We base this off the way that we once touched it's not enough
I'm slipping closer to the truth
Even though a lie is easier to tell baby
If I fall would you notice that I fell baby
I'm slipping closer to the truth
Even though a lie is easier to tell baby
If I fall would you notice that I fell baby

I'm slipping closer to the truth
I'm slipping closer to the truth