What I Wanted

(Album: It's Fine - 2022)

I can never tell when somethings going wrong
They told me that my problems are not everyone's
But anything u need I'll try and get it done
Though I feel like they got me in a hit and run

I love that I'm so frustrated
I hate that I cannot say it
I love that I'm always breaking
I hate this bed but I'm the one who made it

I chase the same thing
Can't trust myself don't know what I want
I'm in the same place
And it's not what I wanted
I'm too patient these days
Or maybe I'm just not using my time right
Back to my same ways
And it's not what I wanted at all

I can never tell when somethings going right
How I feel is something and I just throw aside
Am I looking for something to feel more alive
Or am I scared do I just want a place to hide

I love that I'm so complacent
I hate that I'm always faded
I love that I'm on your playlist
I hate this bed but I'm the one who made it

I chase the same thing
Can't trust myself don't know what I want
I'm in the same place
And it's not what I wanted
I'm too patient these days
Or maybe I'm just not using my time right
Back to my same ways
And it's not what I wanted at all

This is not how I wanna feel time pass
But I know that it always ends up like that
This is not how I wanna feel time pass
Every day's another moment that I'm sidetracked
This is not how I wanna feel time pass
But I know that it always ends up like that
This is not how I wanna feel time pass
Every day's another moment that I'm sidetracked

I chase the same thing
Can't trust myself don't know what I want
I'm in the same place
And it's not what I wanted
I'm too patient these days
Or maybe I'm just not using my time right
Back to my same ways
And it's not what I wanted at all