Chemicals

(Album: Sidewinder - 2017)

The chemicals swirl inside of my head
I never lost sight of what I wanted
I just had a change of plan
I hope you understand
Put yourself inside of my shoes
And fit the piece I'm forced to mould to
It'd be such a waste
So fuck your empty space

So tell me I'm wrong
Am I pressing on your thoughts again?
I'm already gone
So don't get used to me saying I'm sorry
'Cause I'm too busy feeling alright
I don't owe you anything

Why do you separate my skin?
I'm in amongst the doubt
But at least I can say I gave my everything
If you won't even hear me out, then don't ask why
(Don't waste my time)

Tug on everything that I have
Discomposure is my best friend
Just when I'm wrapped so safe
It forces things to change
I'll take pleasure over pressure
Thicker skin in dirty weather
Go and pick apart the things we do
But it'll never mend your broken bad mood

So tell me I'm wrong
Am I pressing on your thoughts again?
I'm already gone
So don't get used to me saying I'm sorry
'Cause I'm too busy feeling alright
I don't owe you anything

Why do you separate my skin?
I'm in amongst the doubt
But at least I can say I gave my everything
If you won't even hear me out, then don't ask why
(Don't waste my time)

The chemicals swirl inside my head
Through static nerves that don't connect
If this grey matter is all we get
I'll do everything that I can
To make sure chemicals will react
And help myself to stay intact
If this grey matter is all we get
Then I don't wanna waste it on your shallow breath

Separate my skin
I'm in amongst the doubt
But at least I can say I gave my everything
But you never hear me out so don't ask why

Separate my skin
I'm in amongst the doubt
But at least I can say I gave my everything
But you never hear me out so don't ask why

(So don't ask why)