2 Years

(Album: En-Route: London - 2019)

Keeping the demons at bay
Nothing but liquor to chase
And I don't like the way it tastes but I keep coming back to it
At the end of each day
'Cause the night never dips below freezing
So I can just stay in the feeling
Just cold enough to recall how it felt all the time
When you were mine

When you were mine...

And I'm scared that you'll only remember the end
Looking back on all the things that we shared
In only fear and hatred
Like the last two years are tainted
And I'm scared that I'll only remember the fights
Staying awake when we turned out the lights
And only feeling hatred
Like the last two years are wasted
I'm wasted now

Someone told me that
In a decade that
All of my cells would be new
Oh babe, I don't know if that's true
But these lips won't be the ones you kissed
And your skin won't know my fingertips
That's how I'll know that you're gone

And I'm scared that you'll only remember the end
Looking back on all the things that we shared
In only fear and hatred
Like the last two years are tainted
And I'm scared that I'll only remember the fights
Staying awake when we turned out the lights
And only feeling hatred
Like the last two years are wasted
I'm wasted now

Oh God
Praying to God
Flaying my back
Playing the best parts back
To keep them alive
Oh God
Praying to God
Flaying my back
Playing the best parts back
To keep us alive
Oh God
Praying to God
Flaying my back
Playing the best parts back
To keep us alive
Oh God
Praying to God
Flaying my back
Playing the best parts back
To keep me alive