Nobody Said

It's getting harder every time
I can't remember going to bed at night
I used to get high to feel like
I wanted to be alive
And now the more I take
The less I feel but I don't mind
I know you're all concerned
But there's nothing you can do to make it right

Nobody said it would be me
My mumma said my future was bright
Even though my nose is bleeding
I can't feel a thing inside

Nobody said it would be me
My mumma said my future was bright
Even though my nose is bleeding
I can't feel a thing inside

I said I could stop whenever I want
But that was years ago
And it's all smiles and all jokes
Through the cigarette smoke
But then I go home
Turn the TV on watching reruns of a show
So I don't feel alone
Ignore the voice inside my head asking me
Where did your twenties go?

Nobody said it would be me
My mumma said my future was bright
Even though my nose is bleeding
I can't feel a thing inside

Please don't send me home again
I just can't be alone in my head
Nobody said it would be me
My mumma said my future was bright

Can't stay here
Better than making it home
Don't know you
Better than dying alone
Can't stop now
Better the devil you know
Don't come down
Better to be on my own

Nobody said it would be me
My mumma said my future was bright
Even though my nose is bleeding
I can't feel a thing inside

Please don't send me home again
I just can't be alone in my head
Nobody said it would be me
My mumma said my future was bright