See Through

(Album: After The Rain - 2018)

First of all let me say thank you to my dad and mother
You ain't never give up on me, now just look what I'm becoming
I'll be honest, I still struggle with addiction, it's a problem
And I'm always missing shit today, just push it to tomorrow
Need to raise our self esteems to really get what we dream
Cause I know we could be better but depression so defeating
I feel envy when I see that other people always winning
And I'm happy for 'em too but feel like death cause I ain't get it
I don't like to be with friends, that's why I always keep my distance
Got a problem when it comes to trusting peeps who ain't my parents
But I'm working on myself because I owe it to the fans
Cause I'm learning that they need for me to tell 'em what's the plan
I'm too pessimistic, gotta change the way you see the glass
It ain't full but learn to appreciate what you already have
I'm responsible for raising up a global reaching gang
I been blessed to travel too and touch a million across the land
I get paid to live my dreams, I spend that money fucking fast
I gotta figure out a way to make the paper last
And I promise all my niggas that I won't put on my craft
But I keep aspiring people to be better than the past
See I made it through the pain though the rain was in the way
But I'm glad I'm here today
Nigga winning, can't complain, what I'm saying

All that struggle turned me to a Super Saiyan
On a higher level, don't expect you to obtain
I learned many lessons and that came from my mistakes
Sunlight through the shade, I call that blessing in the gray
They was never there through the come up
Say I changed
That's why I keep my circle tight
I'm just like Saturn with the rings
Like the finer things but I find balance with my dreams
Treat these [?] like a robber, I give it my everything
Materials replaceable, your life you can't reclaim
Rest in peace my nigga X, they tried to test me once the same
Never catch me slipping, I'ma always use my brain
Like I took a sense of being, what I lost I now regain
Niggas try on social shit to make themselves a name
Through this music I'm immortal, that's how I'ma do my thing
Told her to be honest can't commit to anything
Til my momma in a mansion, til my pops up in a Range
Learn that being true you cut out all that bullshit
I was on a ride I probably shouldn't then I dodged a bullet
I be going in and out of Brooklyn
On the block I'm hooded
Lost so many friends because of drugs I promised not to do them
Find out if I want that power, cause with that influence
So I dedicate my every hour, show them how to do it
(So I dedicate my every hour, show them how to do it)