Life Inside

My life inside
Wish I could get out
And go ride a bike
Hair in the wind, and
Know what it's like
Hang with my ones
Like we did all the time
Please, don't remind me

'Bout my life inside
Always on my phone
I sleep most the time
Wake up to texts from girls
I used to like
Try not to text back
The light hurts my eyes
Smoke till I'm knocked out

What do I like
I can't remember
Lost track of time
Is it December?
I don't even try
I been fucked up for
What seems like my life
When is it over?

Spaced out tonight
I won't be sober
Say that I'm fine
My heart is colder
I got so confined
I need to catch up
Falling behind
Don't leave me like this

My life inside
Wish I could get out
And go ride a bike
Hair in the wind, and
Know what it's like
Hang with my ones
Like we did all the time
Please, don't remind me

'Bout my life inside
Always on my phone
I sleep most the time
Wake up to texts from girls
I used to like
Try not to text back
The light hurts my eyes
Smoke till I'm knocked out

I feel like I've been losing patience
Like I just have to face it
The drugs I keep replacing
For happiness that's fading
In truth, I start to panic
This isn't how I planned it
The world just ruined my chances
I'll never understand it
I'm ripping off the band-aid
I think I'm going manic
Maybe I'll make a movie
Just straight out the window
Just need something different
There's couples out here kissing
I'm out here super distant
I got no one to listen

Hit me up
Hit me up, hoo

My life inside
Wish I could get out
And go ride a bike
Hair in the wind, and
Know what it's like
Hang with my ones
Like we did all the time
Please, don't remind me