Never Bloom Again

(Album: Fandom - 2019)

All the girls in Los Angeles look like you from a distance
I tried to give you space until I stepped away from your brain and now I just miss it
All the girls in Los Angeles look like you from a distance
Now I'm kinda thinking that I'll never bloom again

I never thought I'd let myself wear the weak look but I guess if the shoe fits
There's a million pairs here, string along my soul dear 'til my breath feels useless
It's like God fell asleep in the middle of the day, He built my self esteem
'Cause I'll keep hopping on these planes 'til we're sharing last names in a softer scene

Instead of tying our breath in knots again
You're chopping it down in heavy seconds
Alone was never easy after you

'Cause all the girls in Los Angeles look like you from a distance
I tried to give you space until I stepped away from your brain and now I just miss it
All the girls in Los Angeles look like you from a distance
Now I'm kinda thinking that I'll never bloom again

'Cause this is what you've done, you've done to me
'Cause this is what you've done, you've done to me
You're not alone 'til it stings like this
I'm fake asleep until I'm dreaming
I guess you messed me up, I'll pay for this
And sleep it off without your kiss

I never thought I'd let myself give what you took but I sent it off in gift wrap
Now all that's left here are my lonely words, dear, I'll paint you pretty with my syntax
So, fly out on a Tuesday
No, we don't need a two-way
Wait, what am I doing to me?
I'm rolling in the cycle
Regressing back to high school
God, what does that say about me?

Instead of tying our breath in knots again
You're chopping it down in heavy seconds
Alone was never easy after you
Instead of waking me up at 4 AM
I'm wishing I was home again
Alone was never easy after you

Now all the girls in Los Angeles look like you from a distance
I tried to give you space until I stepped away from your brain and now I just miss it
All the girls in Los Angeles look like you from a distance
Now I'm kinda thinking that I'll never bloom again

'Cause this is what you've done, you've done to me
'Cause this is what you've done, you've done to me, mmm, oh
You're not alone 'til it stings like this
I'm fake asleep until I'm dreaming
I guess you messed me up, I'll pay for this
And sleep it off without your

All the girls in Los Angeles look like you from a distance
I tried to give you space until I stepped away from your brain and now I just miss it
All the girls in Los Angeles look like you from a distance
Now I'm kinda thinking that I'll never bloom again