Condemned

We're all condemned

My total pessimism is pasted to my hand
The only way to get away from is fuel and match
I feel like getting psycho, is this insanity?
How can I wake up from this nightmare if I'm not asleep?

I'm biting my tongue, I'm cutting myself and I cannot feel any urge
We lie to ourselves, pretending it's fine to be dead, I guess we'll never learn
I'm waiting for a god who keeps laughing at us all
Why would you beat a dead horse? I've passed the point of no return

We're all condemned now
Cross my heart and find out if I still bleed
'Cause I'm awake but now
I'm not alive, this situation's killing me
Hope began to fade away, I'm locked in chains
And nothing feels the same these days, can't drown my pain
We're all condemned now (shout it out loud)
We're all condemned
We're all condemned

Twinkle, twinkle, little star
Take your knife and cross my heart
Cross my heart, I can't feel you if you don't
I can feel it in my bones
So just hurt me, choke me, hurt me till I'm gone

I'm biting my tongue, I'm cutting myself and I cannot feel any urge
Leave me with my haunted brain until this shit will end and then give me a call

We're all condemned now
Cross my heart and find out if I still bleed
'Cause I'm awake but now
I'm not alive, this situation's killing me
Hope began to fade away, I'm locked in chains
And nothing feels the same these days, can't drown my pain
We're all condemned now (shout it out loud)
We're all condemned

We can play pretend, everything will be alright
While all you ever loved is crumbling right before your eyes
We can play pretend, everything will be alright
But deep inside we're dying to live as we used to when it was fine
My dreams are wrecked asunder, can't go anywhere but under
That's why I spare to sleep but the reality scares me more than any fantasy

Cross my fucking heart
My heart

I'm burying myself
Because everything else is already dead
A cold place is waiting for us, I'm turning to dust
This ain't a nightmare, I'll never wake up
Fucked up, everything's so fucked up
Fucked up, we're all condemned

Hope began to fade away, I'm locked in chains
And nothing feels the same these days, can't drown my pain
We're all condemned now
We're all condemned now