keep it a buck, i'm lonely af

(Album: loner - 2018)

Looking at the ground and I see your face
Nobodies around when I need em the most
Everybody treats me like a ghost
So I'ma disappear when they need me the most

Catch me flying out to LA
Running round these fucking circles
Got a smile that's deceiving
You can hear it in my vocals
I been crying in my bedroom
I been dying just to see you
Can I get over this hurdle?
Or will I fall and crack my skull?

Lookin at the ground and I see your face
Nobodies around when I need em the most
Everybody treats me like a ghost
So I'ma disappear when they need me the most

I'll be good enough for ya one day
But for now I'll sit here waiting
Hoping this will work its way out
But I doubt it, I'm decaying
Wish my life had some more meaning
Wish these pills would fucking work
Wish my head wasn't so fucked up
Wish these feelings didn't hurt