Angel Dust

(Album: The Zheani Sparkes - 2020)

I'm making cash now, ain't drowning out the misery
You better miss me, and pour it out when tipsy
I'd pour it out for you you ain't pour it out for me
I guess we'll fucking see, I guess we'll never see, no
You'll never understand, I won't break or bend
In the end I'll still be here, the ugly truth with no pretend
No defence I burnt the bridge
And fucked the fence, It makes no sense
Unless you lived it
No friends, no friends

Dead, dead
I bet you'll all pretend that you miss me when I'm dead, dead
I bet you'll all pretend that you miss me when I'm dead
(I bet you'll all pretend... when I'm dead, when I'm dead)

I'll kill a hoe, I'll kill a hoe
I can't wait to make these bitches see
Who their fucking with when, they're fucking with me
Catch your ass on the street, I'll bust you cunt and I'll stream
The whole thing on my feed, don't come crying to me
I'm not trying to be the good guy, I'm not sweet

I bet you'll all pretend
(I bet you'll all pretend)
I bet you'll all pretend that you miss me

Laying down still getting faded now, what's that sound?
The bell tolls for the best of us, but I'm the worst
I saw an angel, watched her burst to dust
Still no trust, I want a way out
This emo cunt just copped a pay out, now I'm on the plane
The smell of burning sugarcane so far behind
Like nights I used to drink till blind and act in ways that I despise
And plaster holes in walls with lies, tell me can you see it in my eyes?

I bet you'll all pretend
(When I'm dead, when I'm dead, when I'm dead)
I bet you'll all pretend that you miss me