The Light

(Album: Cadaver - 2020)

Why you have to go away
Why you gotta leave me
Why you wanna treat me like
The plague or a disease we
Been through death an
Pain withstood the rain
Now you went and washed it all
Down the drain just the same
Fuck it I'm lost
In a void paranoia soon destroys
Hopes to insecurity's I can't avoid
Everyday my psychosis grows beyond my control
Til it's dragging me kicking an screaming
In a hole tears at my soul
Evil thoughts breed think somebody
Out to murder me take me out
380 type a surgery
I'm been sinking further into darkness
Forever heartless how I'm living
Please lord forgive my misgivings
For misfortunes of my enemies
Now they sending me demons
In the shadows it's a never ending battle
An the losses stack and increase
With each defeat it takes another part of me
I know Soon they'll hit an artery

Please guide me thru this
Hell of a life
Been trapped in darkness
Still searching for the light
Kept at bay like a stray in the alleyway
I don't know how much more I can take
Til the demons tear me away

Please guide me thru this
Hell of a life
Been trapped in darkness
Still searching for the light
Kept at bay like a stray in the alleyway
I don't know how much more I can take
Til the demons tear me away

My world is turned
No one concerned
No one concerned
My world is turned
I'm so far lost No one is listening
If they are I must've missed it
Maybe I am truly lost
Maybe never paid the cost
Maybe you are just like me
Blind to the light we'll never see

Been gone so long
Part of me is still missing
Part of me is still wishing
That I could only listen to reason
To Reason to reason
My mood is ever changing like the seasons
Been gone so long
Part of me is still missing
Part of me is still wishing
That I could only listen to reason
To Reason to reason
My mood is ever changing like the seasons

Please guide me thru this
Hell of a life
Been trapped in darkness
Still searching for the light
Kept at bay like a stray in the alleyway
I don't know how much more I can take
Til the demons tear me away

Please guide me thru this
Hell of a life
Been trapped in darkness
Still searching for the light
Kept at bay like a stray in the alleyway
I don't know how much more I can take
Til the demons tear me away

Please guide me thru this
Hell of a life
Been trapped in darkness
Still searching for the light
Kept at bay like a stray in the alleyway
I don't know how much more I can take
Til the demons tear me away

Please guide me thru this
Hell of a life
Been trapped in darkness
Still searching for the light
Kept at bay like a stray in the alleyway
I don't know how much more I can take
Til the demons tear me away