Please Don't Cry

Please don't cry
I just came to say goodbye
Every tear in my eyes
Oh, right on time
Yeah that's the one right there

There were days when I ain't had shit
If I died, I couldn't even buy a casket
Visions blurry, couldn't see that there was more to life
Couldn't afford to live, couldn't afford to even die
I thank my sister for the daily motivation
Cause she sends me scriptures every day avoiding satan
Cause there's a devil on my shoulder and he's saying "roll over"
I know God's got better plans, if I'm patient
So I waited daily, feared for the safety of my soul, that shit was crazy
And when I moved to LA man that shit was getting brazy
'Cause when you lonely it don't matter if you drive a Mazda or a brand new Mercedes, it'd be sad as fuck
They say that live one hell of a drive, you better saddle up
And when you level up, you might be tempted to go plan and jump
It's adding up, had me feeling shattered up
If you could see my scars from head to toe, I would be tatted up

Please don't cry
I just came to say goodbye
Every tear in my eyes
Oh, right on time
Please don't cry
I just came to say goodbye
Every tear in my eyes
Oh, right on time

As I lay my head down and sleep
Pray to Lord my soul to keep (I pray)
And if I die before I wake
I pray to Lord my soul to take, ay

Tell my momma not to cry 'cause it's over
Tell my daddy I forgive him for his closure
And tell my sister and my brother that I'm thankful for the blessings
That the main reason, I remain sober
Tell 'em that I'm sorry they won't see me older
And tell my babygirl she can keep the Range Rover
And tell my enemies they can save their energy
And they can quit looking every day over their shoulders
I'm sorry that I could have done better
I'm sorry if y'all thought this would be a love letter
They say the rainy days, well that just a bad weather
Well I'm sorry this gon' have to be the last unsettle
I look happy on the outside, that's how it may seem
But I'm battling these demons and that ain't no daydream
I just found this letter sitting in my jeans
It was a suicide note I wrote in 2018

Please don't cry
I just came to say goodbye
Every tear in my eyes
Oh, right on time
Please don't cry
I just came to say goodbye
Every tear in my eyes
Oh, right on time

If you're listening to this right now and you're waiting on a sign, let me be that sign for you, let me be that voice for you, trust me I know what it's like to feel worthless and feel like you can't get out. I know what it's like to be in the mud, listen to me, you gon' make it through, you gon' make it through alright. I can't afford to lose not one of y'all, not one single fan, I love y'all!

Please don't cry
I just came to say goodbye
Every tear in my eyes
Oh, right on time