The Rain

(Album: In My Feelings (Goin' Thru It) - 2016)

I lost my daddy at 14, I lost Trell at 12, life in jail
Ain't it funny how the money makes you separate the real and fake?
I started off small time victim of the game, a Monte Carlo to a Bentley and a diamond ring
I got fame but mayne my whole world changed
Some niggas left me in the rain, my girls changed, they changed on me!
I thought I got lucky, 200 G's took my grandmother from me
I hit my knees (Why lord?!) I tried syrup I tried weed I couldn't cope nigga
Head down crying tears at the hospital
A broken home, tried to get my hustle on nigga killed Lil Ivy my soul gone
I bought my mama a house she cried instantly, all that shining got my niggas in penitentary!

[Hook x2:]
I can clearly see the sunshine, but I'm steady walking through the rain!

Still got hatred in the city after all that we done did all the toy give always school clothes and things
Even for Easter giving the kids bikes and for that they ain't crying up in Carroltyn now that ain't right
We still smile though cause of the sunshine, wonder what I'll do if I could press rewind
I done seen a lot and I done had both sides of the field, the best of both worlds and yeah I'm for real
Mama got 7 kids with pops I stand alone
I'm walking through the rain but still I move on, I just started so right now I'm far from done
I keep moving on until I see the full sun
Patiently waiting but the best is still yet to come, I guess things happen for a reason when its said & done
Say Lil B keep your head up just take it serious bra keep your faith in God cause he's the one who lay at us

[Hook x2:]
I can clearly see the sunshine, but I'm steady walking through the rain!

Diabetes steady eating my insides fucking my vision up I swear to God I feel like giving up
Some times I'm laughing with my money machine, but they trying to put me on dialysis machine
I-v's in my arms, I know I'm doing wrong no insurance back to Earl K. Long
Being a daddy only thing that make me happy, I'm tired of getting sick same thing for young savage
I try to do right and help my community police still kicking at my door Dirty motherfuckers
You probably think I got the world at my hands, but really dog I got the world on my shoulders!
When I look at your son I see your face homie (Lil Ivy) everybody pray for me cause they hating on me
Wish I could take it all back sometimes, truth is I don't even like to rap sometimes