Casualty

(Album: honest. - 2021)

I shoulda seen your signs
I shoulda recognized
We couldn't sever the ties
'Cause I couldn't hear all your lies
I told myself you were real
They weren't just counterfeit fails
'Cause I was selectively blind
Or was I effectively high?

Without all these hallucinations
In my imagination
In this paradise that I created
But oh my God, you were such a fraud
Everybody said it
That I would, I would regret it
You were playing me, it's your profession
But oh my God, you were such a fraud

You left me in the ruins
You went ahead and ruined me
I begged you to stay
But you pushed me away
And you did it so casually
You left me in the ruins
I fell into it foolishly
I begged you to stay
But you pushed me away
And now I'm just a casualty

Now it's clear to see
All you did was mess with me
The sick part is both of us know
That I don't know how to let go

Without all these hallucinations
In my imagination
In this paradise that I created
But oh my God, you were such a fraud
Everybody said it
That I would, I would regret it
You were playing me, it's your profession
But oh my God, you were such a fraud

You left me in the ruins
You went ahead and ruined me
I begged you to stay
But you pushed me away
And you did it so casually
You left me in the ruins
I fell into it foolishly
I begged you to stay
But you pushed me away
And now I'm just a casualty

And reality
Isn't nice to me
We're a catastrophe
And now I'm just a casualty

You left me in the ruins
You went ahead and ruined me
I begged you to stay
But you pushed me away
And you did it so casually
You left me in the ruins
I fell into it foolishly
I begged you to stay
But you pushed me away
And now I'm just a casualty

And reality
Isn't nice to me
We're a catastrophe
And now I'm just a casualty