Waste

(Album: To Hell With Hollywood - 2020)

I'm not alright
I'm not okay
I won't survive another day
If you decide I will not stay
I have no reason to keep on breathing
It's all a waste

Mommy
Why does this water smell like polish?
Why do you get sick and start to vomit?
Why does Dad get mad
You're always sad and have a bottle in your hand
And sob when he is on the road or at the office?
Awesome
I'm just a fucking kid
I don't know what the problem is
I can see that you're always sick
And I'm scared that you'll wanna quit
So apparently all the shit
You inherited as a kid is unbearable but admit
You're a parent now if you missed it
I've seen the signs for a minute
(I) have your eyes and addiction
And now you're starting to get it
They're just the cards I was given
A broken heart is a prison and I'm lying here still
I became the fucking villain I was trying to kill

I'm not alright
I'm not okay
I won't survive another day
If you decide I will not stay
I have no reason to keep on breathing
I'm not alright
I'm not okay
I won't survive another day
If you decide I will not stay
I have no reason to keep on breathing
It's all a waste

Morgan
Why do you text all of these women?
Why do you think sex is gonna fix it?
Why do you think everyone is getting done
With letting you just step on them?
I guess you didn't learn from her decisions
Listen
You gotta fucking change
You are nothing without this stage
You are running right to your grave
If you're gonna keep up your ways
So get up and out of the cave
And do something before it's too late
You have tons of thousands of fans
Who are crying out to be saved
I've seen the signs for a minute
(I) have her eyes and addiction
And now I'm starting to get it
They're just the cards I was given
A broken heart is a prison and I'm busting the door
I won't be the fucking villain that I was anymore

I'm not alright
I'm not okay
I won't survive another day
If you decide I will not stay
I have no reason to keep on breathing
I'm not alright
I'm not okay
I won't survive another day
If you decide I will not stay
I have no reason to keep on breathing
It's all a waste

It's all a waste
I have no reason to keep on breathing
It's all a waste
It's all a waste
I have no reason to keep on breathing
It's all a waste