Fallin To Pieces

(Album: The Life Of Cam Meekins, Pt. 6 - 2019)

I be falling to pieces
I be falling to pieces (yeah, yes, ay)

Where everybody wanna be something
I just wanna fuck around and be nothing
Getting high in discussions
Bumping music, drinking wine at the functions
I guess I'm doing everything that I wanted
Feel like it's never enough
Been in the game, I'm on some veteran stuff
The sky is falling but I'm built for the rush
Maybe I'm built for the chase
My ex friends couldn't see the vision
Told 'em, "Be patient dawg, I'm built for the way"
Man I been putting on weight
I'm in the kitchen, homie, basing a steak
Thinking 'bout how I can raise up the stakes
Yeah, yo
And you and I ain't one and the same
'Cause when I put my mind to it, I don't change
Yeah, yo
And this is for the kids' that's out there listening
Thinking bout if they 'gon live another day, it's never given', uh
Why it's important to go get it; why you livin'?
Find that passion that was written, you just gotta find that sentence, uh
Man, ever since I started rapping shit was different
First they thought I was just kidding, now I'm growing every minute, uh
But I don't do it for the fame, I want he digits
'Cause good people need money too, I spend it all on presence, uh
'Cause life's about having experience, as I'm feeling delirious
Been in the stu' for seven days, I'm serious
But I don't take for granted anything that I do
But I've been working so damn hard, I might just fall to pieces too

I be falling to pieces (I be falling, yeah yeah, I be fallin')
I be falling to pieces (And I can't even fall asleep 'til the morning)
I be falling to pieces (I be falling, yeah yeah, I be fallin')
I be falling to pieces (And I can't even fall asleep 'til the morning)

Just when everything's good, everything changed
My minds playing tricks, the table's rearranged
I live alone, hearing stories 'bout the days
We doing all these things, I can't recall a thing
I'm swerving out my lane, addicted to the pain
Feel like this everyday, I juggle all these claims
So focused on the gains, that I ain't every sane
I live up to my name, whenever I'm on stage
I'm never passing on, that music keep me going
These thought up in my head, they leave me by the morning
But maybe I'm too gone, I'm trying to find my peace
I feel like I'm breaking down, can't even find my keys
The truth is we wain't woke, the beauty's in the broke
So I feel like that's hope, I roll one up and smoke
I travel 'round the world, there's no one else like you
I'm breaking into pieces, and you can be my glue

I be falling to pieces (I be falling, yeah yeah, I be fallin')
I be falling to pieces (And I can't even fall asleep 'til the morning)
And I can't even fall asleep 'til the morning