Funeral

(Album: Heartbroken And Milking It - 2021)

Used to tell you all my secrets
Used to be the one to make the plans
Now it's hard to swim above
And this place demands
Feels like we've been running in circles
Tryna be what we used to be
Before you became the victim
Screwed up the chemistry

Ooh, I can't tip-toe around you anymore
Why hurt a bruise that's already sore?
Ooh, I'm accepting we weren't meant to stay the same
But I'm scared to change

How do you throw a funeral for something that isn't dead?
Waiting for a miracle while hanging on by a thread
We know what the future holds, but we don't wanna get there yet
How do you throw a funeral?

Used to see you as my equal
Like you were in my family
Now I'm left on pins and needles
I never know what you think of me
And I'm feeling like the bad guy
Like what I did was meant to hurt
But my explanation only makes things worse

Ooh, I can't tip-toe around you anymore
Why hurt a bruise that's already sore?
Ooh, I'm accepting we weren't meant to stay the same
But I'm scared to change

How do you throw a funeral for something that isn't dead?
Waiting for a miracle while hanging on by a thread
We know what the future holds, but we don't wanna get there yet
How do you throw a funeral?

How do you, how do you, how do you?
How do you, how do you, how do you?
How do you, how do you, how do you throw a funeral?
How do you, how do you, how do you?
How do you, how do you, how do you?
How do you, how do you, how do you?
Oh

How do you throw a funeral for something that isn't dead?
Waiting for a miracle while hanging on by a thread
We know what the future holds, but we don't wanna get there yet
How do you throw a funeral?