Escape

(Album: Since Birth - 2020)

Real country boy, I don't got no time for cable
Got some brand new boots and pull my horse up out the stable
Gotta take a shot of whiskey 'fore I leave out
I miss them days when we was sleeping in the treehouse
I threw a rock up at her window, told her sneak out
We did some things that I kept secret, I don't speak 'bout
And the Lord knows I miss that place
Just one more time, wish I could see her face
I just hope that she remember I been gone for some time now, yeah
It's for the better I just had to get my mind right, yeah
Just one more time I would spend my last
And I would go a little slower, we was moving fast

Even when I'm strong, sometimes I still feel weak
And when I wanna tell someone, feel like I can't speak
It ain't nobodys fault, I blame myself
I'm just trying to escape myself
I know that I'm grown and I know right from wrong
But I'm still human, baby, please hold on
Just beat it for me on this lonely road
I'm just trying to find my way back home

Look, I just need my family and my friends right now
Just to find a peace of mind I done drove a hundred miles
My mama told me there will be days like this
She just sent a postcard and she stamped it with a kiss
I be having long days and they usually filled with sorrow
I just keep my head high praying it get better tomorrow
I be dealing with so much sometimes it's hard to think
When it's time to wash the pain away, I need a drink
I don't need no fake love in my life
Whether wrong or I'm right
Please save me out the dark, I'm just trying to find the light
Sometimes I feel I gotta get away, yeah
I'm just searching for them better days, yeah

Even when I'm strong sometimes I still feel weak
And when I wanna tell someone feel like I can't speak
It ain't nobodys fault, I blame myself
I'm just trying to escape myself
I know that I'm grown and I know right from wrong
But I'm still human, baby, please hold on
Just beat it for me on this lonely road
I'm just trying to find my way back home