Lie

(Album: Nothing Matters Anymore. - 2020)

If I was dead, life would be easier
My mom would probably cry, I just hope that she don't see me first
The thoughts in my head are making me lose all my sanity, I swear
And if I was dead, they'd go and post a million pictures saying that we was family
And that they love me

But please just don't lie to yourself
Please, don't lie to yourself
'Cause yeah, I'm alive but I still don't exist
But it's hard for me to die when I never really got to live
I don't fucking know

If I was dead, I hope they'd play my songs
My sister would cry, but people will move on
And I hope they do
Because everyone deserves to be happy
So why am I not happy?
And the drugs just distract me, yeah
All these voices give me choices and I think I need some help
And I'm long gone, do you miss me?
Do a favor for yourself

But please just don't lie to yourself
Please, don't lie to yourself
Please, don't lie to yourself
Please, lie, don't, don't