Martha (Postcards Version)

I got a call from Martha
Everything has changed now
I tell her time will heal it
But time has made it worse somehow
It's really got me thinking
That I was better in Berlin
I wonder what I'm missing?
I wonder what could have been

Break up, breakdown
I'm not where I thought I'd be now
Can't swim, can't drown
I'm not where I thought I'd be now

Have a weight in my chest
Nothing feels the same now
I'm really trying my best
But trying makes it worse somehow

Kelly calls at midnight
God, I miss her big heart
She asks me if I'm alright
Where do I start?

Break up, breakdown
I'm not where I thought I'd be now
Can't swim, can't drown
I'm not where I thought I'd be now

Break up, breakdown
I'm not where I thought I'd be now
Can't swim, can't drown
I'm not where I thought I'd be now

Everything is changing
Everything is changing
Everything is changing
Everything is changing