Anguish

(Album: Notes From The Underground - 2001)

Lost among the others, nothing matters now
It seems the sky will find me, it's coming right down
Soon it will cover me in whole and surely it will enfold
My anguish deep inside

No one gives me hope I am empty handed
I am bruised to the bone, my spirit is broken
I don't want to bleed a little harder
I curse the blackened sun, my heart is sinking
My heart is sinking

A change of heart, a change of scene
Break the hold and move unseen
I reached the point, I shut my eyes
My soul's retreat from things too sweet

Sealed under covers I feel so much hate
Time blows trough these fissures, keep it all away
Pound my head against the wall, so frequently indoors
So secretly I hide

Nothing I see and feel stops the heartache
And nothing I receive fills the hole in
The freedom that I've won is dragging me down and
Only the blind will see me now
Will see me now

And I fall in a single bed therefore it makes me sad
And the thought of missing her
For a reason

And I fall in a single bed therefore it makes me sad
And the thought of missing her
For a reason

A change of heart, a change of scene
Break the hold and move unseen
I reached the point, I shut my eyes
My soul's retreat from things too sweet