sometimes i don't know myself

I'm falling out of this ceiling
I'm coming down on my knees and I close my eyes
And I'm starting to be somebody, be somebody else
I never thought it would change a single thing in my pavement
If only I was supposed to be somebody, be somebody else

All these bad thoughts send me off course
Now I'm lost at sea, I'm somewhere on the wave
Forgot to breathe

And sometimes, I don't know myself, know myself
I'm so caught up in someone else, someone else
And maybe I hesitated and doubted my own embrace
Tell me I'm finally failing on all my honest best mistakes
But I don't even know myself, I don't even know myself

Afraid I'll run out of faces to cover all my mistakes
Yeah, I should admit it
'Cause I'm starting to be somebody, be somebody else
I don't know why I'm ashamed of being myself in my basement
I try to hide it but I'll start to believe I'm nobody who thinks of

All these bad thoughts send me off course
Now I'm lost at sea, I'm somewhere on the wave
Forgot to breathe

And sometimes, I don't know myself, know myself
I'm so caught up in someone else, someone else
And maybe I hesitated and doubted my own embrace
Tell me I'm finally failing on all my honest best mistakes
But I don't even know myself, I don't even know myself

And I don't even know myself, know myself
And sometimes I don't know myself