So Impossible

(Album: Calling All Hearts - 2010)

It ended how it ended, I'm not really tripping, I won't pay attention
To the lies you had given, wasn't really ended the way that it should have been
And I guess you know, I so moved once again took a chance to try
But my heart is still beating for love

See my heart, my heart just wouldn't let me walk away, no
And I knew, I knew if you didn't leave I would have stayed
Every day, I couldn't keep pretending everything was ok
No more hurt, don't wish no hurt the way that you hurt me
There ain't no easy way to let it slip away
But it was a bittersweet goodbye
'Cause honestly baby everything was wrong
But you were too caught up to ever notice on your own

[Chorus:]
I need you not love me
So that I could leave
I did things to make you change your mind
About me
We were no good for each other
Just thinking how I change things
'Cause me leaving you was
So impossible

It is what it is
We're just not meant to be
I'm not meant for you and you're not meant for me, no
Ain't no need for us to deny
What we had is so gone
'Cause my heart is still beating for love

See my heart, see my heart just wouldn't let me walk away
And I knew, 'cause I knew if you didn't leave I would have stayed
Every day, I couldn't keep pretending everything was ok
No more hurt, still don't wish no hurt the way that you hurt me
There ain't no easy way to watch him slip away, girl
'Cause it's like the bittersweet, I know
But honestly, look at me, see it's all right,
You just don't be too caught up to take the notice on your own

[Chorus:]
I need you not love me
So that I could live
I did things to make you change your mind
About me
We were no good for each other
Just thinking how I change things
'Cause me leaving you was
So impossible

But I wouldn't let it, let the impossible,
Hold me back from moving on with my life, ohh
Though it was so hard for me
to just leave you alone

It ended how it ended, I'm not really tripping, I won't pay attention
But my heart is still beating

So, there is no way that could ever be us again
I gave you, I gave you, I gave you way too much of me
It's time I see that it wasn't meant for me
It's so impossible, heyyy heyyyy