Is Happiness A Mediocre Sin?

(Album: Hold On Pain Ends - 2014)

Am I defined by the hell you left me in
or the influence I make while living it?
Sometimes you find yourself stuck in the middle of nowhere,
but the middle of nowhere is where we find ourselves
and only time will tell how long we stay.

The hardest part about feeling
like life has fallen apart
is that feeling for some of us
That it always will because it always does.

I see that things are getting bad again.
I'm not seeing you lately, you've been hiding.
Let's get lost together in a new direction.
We may not have it all together
but together we can have it all.
But we're still here and only time
will tell how long we stay.

The hardest part about feeling
like life has fallen apart
is that feeling for some of us
That it always will because it always does.

You call it a demon.
I call it self sabotage in hiding.
You call it a demon.
Or is happiness a mediocre sin?