Too Soon

(Album: Loud Without Noise - 2022)

I did it how you liked it but said you thought of cheating
The lighter in your hand now burned the sheets we used to lay in
You smoked up in my room while your favourite band was playing
Mannies smile still fucks without you praying
It's not your fault but it's your fault for how you treated me
You never liked my band pretend it's jealousy
I had sex with your hero say that I did it for myself
Now I'm in dirty sheets and it's fucking with my health

You did this not me
Is this your way of telling me you're guilty
You did this not me
Is this you're way of telling me you're sorry

I couldn't fix you so I broke myself instead but it's too
Soon

I did it how you liked it and you liked it as security
Your mother and your lover when you could have got therapy
I did it how you liked till it gave me anxiety
I saw the way you looked at me when I said I'm on sertraline
You're not a critic you're the voice of your father
Did you feel the guilt were you bothered
I've become bitter now so I'll stay mad
I'll lay in dirtier sheets knowing I was the best you ever had

You did this not me
You did this not me
You did this not me
You did this not me

I couldn't fix you so I broke myself instead but it's too
Soon
But it's too
Soon

I was screaming
I was holding
In my hands
There was nothing
The piles
In my room
A person
I deserved it
I see you
Turn over
It's your face
Did I hurt ya
Tell the doctor
I'm better
Tell the doctor
I'm better

I was screaming
I was holding
In my hands
There was nothing
The piles
In my room
A person
I deserved it
I see you
Turn over
It's your face
Did I hurt ya
Tell the doctor
I'm better
Tell the doctor
I'm better

I couldn't fix you so I broke myself instead but it's too
Soon
But it's too
Soon
But it's too
Soon
But it's too
Soon