I Did It Again

There I go again
I made everything go wrong
And I'm trying to be better
It's all that I want
I wanna sleep through till the morning
Wake up with a fresh new head
I don't want my heart to feel sore
I wish I could forget

And saying I'm okay
Is getting tiring now
I wish that's how I felt
But I don't know how
My favorite accessory
Is my big fake smile
And I'd probably feel better
If you were here right now

I did it again
I said something I didn't mean
And I wish I could go back in time
Maybe you wouldn't have left me
I think about you morning to evening
I can't get you out of my head
I wonder if you're thinking of me
I wonder if you regret

And saying I'm okay
Is getting tiring now
I wish that's how I felt
But I don't know how
My favorite accessory
Is my big fake smile
And I'd probably feel better
If you were here right now

Maybe you'd still be around
If I thought before I
Opened my mouth
All those harsh words
Came pouring out
I didn't even mean them honey
You're gone now

And saying I'm okay
Is getting tiring now
I wish that's how I felt
But I don't know how
My favorite accessory
Is my big fake smile
And I'd probably feel better
If you were here right now